He knows, objectively, that he would have to stretch Jin Guangyao before they got anywhere near enough to fucking, but to hear him say it ...
"Yes."
He shivers as the other man rocks down, the hot words against Xichen's throat using his true name making him weak. He slides his hands underneath a pair of thighs, lifts him up and rises to his feet in a smooth move, easily able to carry Jin Guangyao across the room to the bed. There, he lays him down and covers him on hands and knees, half-dressed in blue silk that hangs off him like forgetful pieces of the sky.
He traces down Jin Guangyao's cheek, thumb brushing over a lower lip. Aroused and overwhelmed by emotions, he leans down for a light kiss.
"There was a time when I would have welcomed you to Cloud Recesses as my zhiji, with Gusu as your home. You would have been free to come and go, so long as you were always mine no matter where you were. I think of that daydream sometimes, knowing you are here. I think of how close things are ... to what I wanted."
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"Yes."
He shivers as the other man rocks down, the hot words against Xichen's throat using his true name making him weak. He slides his hands underneath a pair of thighs, lifts him up and rises to his feet in a smooth move, easily able to carry Jin Guangyao across the room to the bed. There, he lays him down and covers him on hands and knees, half-dressed in blue silk that hangs off him like forgetful pieces of the sky.
He traces down Jin Guangyao's cheek, thumb brushing over a lower lip. Aroused and overwhelmed by emotions, he leans down for a light kiss.
"There was a time when I would have welcomed you to Cloud Recesses as my zhiji, with Gusu as your home. You would have been free to come and go, so long as you were always mine no matter where you were. I think of that daydream sometimes, knowing you are here. I think of how close things are ... to what I wanted."
And how irreparably different.